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wow. i leave in 2 hours. eeek. lol. me, mom, jerica and michelle are going to the airport.
Jerica did my hair and makeup and everything. and then her's..lol. she was like we have to look good, who knows who we will meet at the airport. lmao

So, my Uncle Mark and Michelle got a puppy today. It's german sheppard cross Austrailian Sheppard. Its so ( Read more... )

I was talking to Jesse today. He made me cry, and i dont even know why. We were talking about me leaving, and he was like "YOUR GOING ALONE?!" all surprised. lol. and I was like yea, whats the ig deal, and his reply back was "if you see any packies(sp)..watch them..CAREFULLY" lmao. omg. I almost cried laughing. but then thats when the conversation ( Read more... )

So, well. I dont have much to say, i dont even know why im updating. but im bored. so oh well.

My plane leaves in....37 hours and 16 minutes. lmao. I cant wait to get down there, but at the same time i cant wait to get back.

The Klondyke concert is in 12 days!! eeek. I cant wait for that either. my uncle is dropping us off at 12 lunch time, and then ( Read more... )

Wow. This is the first time in like a week and a half that im not with jerica. we have been together 24/7. Literally. lol. 2 days at my plce, 2 days at hers, mine hers...holy frig. lol.
Today is the first time in a long time I get to see Jamie. wow, it's been forever. We're going to see Avril Lavigne. Shall be fun! Her sweet 16 is thursday! and I ( Read more... )

Phillip tattooed my initial on his wrist!! I can't belive he did that!!


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funniest thing happened last night. well it kinda didnt happen, it was said. it was like well, i duno what time is was, it was late. I was on the phone with phillip, and when i hung up, this is how the conversation with me and jerica went ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. everytime i close my eyes i see him.
i dont want to see him, i dont care about him. i want to hate him, but i cant. uuurg. why am i thinking abot him all of a sudden. he means nothing anymore. whats in the past is in the past for a reason!!
i need to sleep!

So...I can leave to go to Newfoundland either July 13th or July 20th. and i can come home either on August 6th or Aug 11th. now, which dates I choose are up to me. I dont  know when i want to go, or when i want to come home.

do you know how easy it is to fake a smile, and go on like everything is okay. i hate how everyone around thinks everything okay, and no one knows how bad things are... but i dont talk, and im not going to just talk to people. i always think they will look at me weird, or think like "wtf is up with this chick" . people walk by...oh yup there she is ( Read more... )