dear you ( Read more... )

why do i have the worst luck? i meet a guy on saturday night in atlantic city under the strangest contexts -- outside of a strip club (we were both waiting with our fiends to get inside ( Read more... )

tonight was one of the hardest nights i've had in a long time ( Read more... )

you know what's not fair? seeing a song that "he gets choked up listening to ( Read more... )

god, i haven't felt this weird in forever. my mind is completely detached from my body and everything else around me. i had this dream last night that i was back in philly, where i saw my kitties. this has been the first time in awhile that i actually have really given this any thought ( Read more... )

things have been crazy, as usual ( Read more... )

so things have been a whirlwind (or emotions) lately ( Read more... )

i've gotten to the point in my life where i simply can not stand rejection. even if i don't like you, i get so so so fucking mad if i even get a hint that you don't like me ( Read more... )

i went to a wake today for my assistant's son who died at the age of 24. that's how old ill be in 20 days. they are still not sure yet as to why he did...possible drug overdose. i can't even begin to talk about how badly i feel for the family. maryann will never be the same...no one who knew him ever will be ( Read more... )

so i just had the most amazing 10 days sailing away into the caribbean ( Read more... )