New thoughts or ideas seem to come in patterns a lot of the time. I'm reading Sirens of Titan and there is a point made about memories not being able to be fully erased from a human's memory, that fragments will always remain. There is a quote from a fictional character at the beginning of chapter 5 ( Read more... )

I recently joined a new band (new to me that is) called Television Down. I'm in the process of learning all the songs right now, but we'll be having our first show together on March 18th, I believe... in New Brunswick at a place called the Court Tavern ( Read more... )

Everything is gray, now that you've gone away. And nothing feels whole anymore.

"...I don't know your thoughts these days ( Read more... )

My hands are shaky and I'm having headaches. Every memory of us over the past 2 years is rushing back to me. Everything I see or hear reminds me of you. How can I function on half a heart? This happening was so far from my mind, so far from possible. I can't stop feeling nauseous. I wish this injury fatally wounded me, it would have been ( Read more... )

My muscles and bones feel like they're melting into one lifeless body. I'm overcome by the lack of his voice- a voice that used to nourish me every day. It's as if he is completely gone. My breaths are shallow, and my heart palpitates in bewilderment.

...And yet, under my Jones soda cap, it says "Your life will be filled with sunshine."

Oh, the irony.

At the verge of a breakup, I'm at the point of breaking. It's the final reason to self-destruct. That's not fair to the other party. But it is what it is. There was no understanding of our souls......... now there will be nothing left at all. Nothing left. If the choice is made to leave me behind, to end it, I wish he'd also end this ugliness I ( Read more... )

I need more Livejournal friends. I must be really boring. I only have 3 friends and 1 is the maintenance person. :-|

PS- Assoholes of the week = men who, unwilling to give up the vacations they already paid for, went to Thailand after the devastating tsunami, hanging out on the beach waiting to be served drinks while people everywhere around them rush to collect and bury their dead and are hanging onto survival by receiving donated fresh water and food to survive ( Read more... )