I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.
When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.
Who are they to ( Read more... )

Well today wasn’t a good day for me…it was really slow and boring. My friend Dario is really mad at me and hates me >.< we were messing around and so I took his kool hat and went home…and I didn’t think he would get that mad…I swear I didn’t. and I already felt like shit. I have to do two big paintings in less then 2 weeks. Plus I have to clean my ( Read more... )

I love the people who will go buy a curtain if they see it on the opera show. Or go make a cake they will never eat because Martha Stewart says it is amazing to look at. I also love how there’s so many “punk” girls with light blonde hair under there jet black hair; it was cute for the 1st week, not its getting really old. Well this Friday is going ( Read more... )

MASAYO!!! I LEFT MY SUN GLASSES AT YOUR HOUSE FROM THE PARTY!! ='( NO I NEED THEM!

Today was a cute day. I woke up at 6 but stayed in bed listening to this really stupid bird til 7:30. I gave Niko a bath cus wow was she dirt..Then at 5ish or something I went to Dan's house and we had our {Party} ^.^ I liked it cuz' I gots to see this really hot gay name Matty. He's so great me ♥ him. Sayo did my make up and it was pretty cuz' it ( Read more... )

I’m losing touch with everyone, I am disconnected from all I used to know. I know what alone is now, today, every day and night. I can't talk about this, explain it, reason it out. I'm tired but I can't sleep. I want to just speak, but there is no words. Not anymore more.

I don't know what I’m doing, I’m teasing, insulting, testing, pushing, ( Read more... )

I wonder what happen to the good ol’ times. The times when me and my friends all went out and had so much fun together. The good ol’ times when none of us had boyfriends to worry about. The good ol’ times when we use to follow cute older boys and flirt with them.

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It’s all changing now thought. No more good ol’ times. Half of ( Read more... )

To My One Fallen Angel
1984 - 2001

I'm not even sure how to go about beginning this. Not at all sure how I'm going to end it once I begin. But hopefully somewhere in the middle, I'll find a way to pay you the tribute that you so rightfully deserve. I'll make it up as I go along, and I won't change it. Consider this our last 'official' conversation. ( Read more... )

I AM myself. I am NOT a |PUNK|
So don't call me that. It's the stupidest thing I ever heard before.

I'm not trying to be scene. Just because I |listen and do| what you people call |scene things| doesn't make me scene or scanner. Grr to you on that one dickfaces.

I am not a mean person. I'm just honest and straight forward. I hate it when I'm ( Read more... )