well hi my name is gina and i ate a lobster today woop woop! =)

Well on Friday was a messed up lazy depressing day when I got home. I wanted to do something but I had nothing to do so I got to sit on my ass all night. At school though was fun. Today (sat) I’m hoping to do something. Mom and dad are cleaning so I want to get away. I’ll probably go to Dan’s and Sayo’s but I wanna do something. Not just sit ( Read more... )

"if your going to cry, then cry. tears, are amazing things. they fill the areas of your eyes that you cant reach, and clear them out. Thats what crying is good for as well, clearing all the junk out."

a lovley sentiment, to be sure. still, im not so sure i can agree with it. scientifically, correct. emotionally? most straight guys cant even come to ( Read more... )

Today was a good day.

Today my guy friends gave me flowers

They found out that I’m a sucker for flowers.

I loved them.

I love them for giving them to me

And cheering me up.

I smiled.

Yay.

Thanks you guys.

Everything hurts, I want to die, I'm too much of a coward to pull the trigger. what am I afraid of? that I'm already in hell and there's nowhere to go. I lost a friend, I lost it all, the curtain fell, this is who I am, you don't like it? go away, is not gonna change, don't I make sense? well if you know what's been going on lately you should know.

I don’t know whats so wrong with me right now. So many things I’m thinking about. I havnt been all that great today, so sad and depressed. I just wanna go and lay down and close my eyes but I cants because these fucking tears wont stop. I don’t want any one to call me because I wouldn’t be able to talk to them. I don’t believe in God on bit. But ( Read more... )

So yeah i decided tonight that driving in the rain crying is THE MOST reliving thing i have done in a long time. I mean the tears make the rain just that much more special. My life...I’ve decided is slowly going down the drain. There is WAY too much un-necessary drama going on with me, ……, and the rest of the world. He’s is too immature to handle ( Read more... )

I had a dream that didn’t really make any sense to me, but at the same time it was the greatest dream I ever had in a long time. My mom died, so it was just me and mike and dad living in our house. Paul I guess moved out of something cause I never saw him in my dream. I think I would always walk to and from school. And one day I see my mom and she ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day.

I dont think anything bad really happen.

Infact I got asked to go to the movies today(friday)

Seem's to me that everyone is having trouble in love life theses days. I made a mistake and when Alex broke up with his gf, she started to cry and I blew up and said "Awwww you made her cry!?" so he shot back at me "SHUT THE HELL ( Read more... )

A teenager is..a person who can't remember to walk the dog but never forgets a phone number; a weight watcher who goes on a diet by giving up candy bars before breakfast; a youngster who receives her allowance on Monday, spends it on Tuesday, and borrows it from her best friend on Wednesday; someone who can hear his favorite singer three blocks ( Read more... )