ok ok new journal, xReal_Emotionx
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<3Me<3

All i have to say right now is that im starting off on a new foot.. Not holding grudges against anyone. And if they dont want to be friends thats fine, i can deal with it.

Nothing really to say, but i guess this is life and i will live it to the full potential over comming whatever is trown out at me ( Read more... )

I sit here at my desk,

Thinking about the past,

Wondering which way to turn,

If i dont past the test.

The test of life,

The test of Death,

Not knowing which question comes next,

And if that question I will pass.

Alone in my room I sit everyday,

Not prepared for life,

Not prepared for death,

Wondering what the next day will bring.

A day ( Read more... )

POKER TOMMARROW NIGHT WEEEEEEEEEEEE!! GOOD STUFF!!! YEA WELL THATS IT..
does anyone know how to comment anymore???
Jesus, just let me know if your alive nigglets!
laterness

<3Me<3

i dont know whats wrong with me, i just dont feel like myself. Its like my world is upside down, well i dunno hopefully it will get better soon..

<33 Me<33

Got staines on my T- shirt,

and im the biggest flirt

Right now im solo but that will be changing eventually.

Got bruses on my heart

and sometimes i get dark

if you want my auto, want my auto ( Read more... )

Im done trying to help people and then get shit in return. I've helped out so many people and gotten shit, I dont expect it from every person, but from someone i've helped out like him, i do. Im sick of helping and then gettin yelled at or hurt. Im done.

I wish i could of stopped everything from happening last night. Maybe if i talked to her more none of this would of happened.. I hate seeing ryan like he was last night. Like its the end of the world.
Last night was not a good night, it got me thinking about shit, like always. I just hope that last night never happenes again. For me or Ryan.

Well thankfully no damage to the house again, A few houses did have some damage to it but nothing to big around me.

Being home for 3 days with nothing to do i really thought a lot, I  mad e decisons, and promises to  myself.   And i will follow through on them.  Its just something i have to do to be happy with myself..

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