I really can't focus. My mind is in disarray. Love is funny, relationships are funny also. I have been terrified for the last week. Someone I love needs me and I an unable to be there. It is killing me ( Read more... )

I will be leaving in the next hour for the air port. I am so excited. I kept waiting for something bad to happen. Aside from Cas almost popping D one last nite at dinner everything went well. Its a shame the idea that my father substitute would smack my boyfriend was so pleasant to me, but it was ( Read more... )

I log off lj for three days and all hell breaks lose. The fuck is wrong with yall. I giva shit if u 2 like each other. News flash you muthafuckas don't get along. That has jack shit to do with me. How dare you show your asses in my journal ( Read more... )

Sometimes you should just know better. Sometimes you should just know me better.

Girl Poem ( Read more... )

Well its official. I am a grown up. I graduated on saturday. It was lovely L O N G but lovely. I cried a lot on Saturday. It was funny because I didn't think I would cry. There I was @ 6am all emotional. It started w/ some1 making me feel special early in the morning during a wake up call. Then I saw the posting in lj the one I ( Read more... )

2004.05.29 02.09 ( Read more... )

So I am full of rage. It is reality. The drawback is that it makes me wrong. When I go off I go THE FUcK off! So yes others can be wrong but in the face of the anger I am the bad guy. This is so unfair. I know I am screaming but that doesn't undo excuse or justify whatever pushed me 2 the level I got to. I overfukingreact all the time I know ( Read more... )

A special LJ welcome 2 my friend dark thawtz...u r one sick puppy!

I hate people.