Why do we do this? Why do we get online and share our lives with strangers? Why do let people so far away get so close.

Here's the situation. I am almost never online and almost never post on here anymore. Tons of reasons for that. So here is what I have decided. I will be leaving this journal now (since I never post no real loss I know). Over the course of my time on lj I have come across a few people I really want to keep in touch with. If my awful temper ( Read more... )

I am really kind of lost today. I so don't understand people. My nature is to please people (which sucks ass) and today I fell icky. Just blah; people are causing me stress and I am very unsure today. I hate it. I hate being unsure it frightens me, today I am frightened for no reason. I have no sense of calm today at all (not that I have it ( Read more... )

physical therapy is kicking my ass. I mean really kicking my ass but I'm a soldier so I got this. Oh yeah and to keep it honest the drugs will knock me out when I can't take it. My therapist told me to relax. Its only the second day and I have a plan. So far everything's going well ( Read more... )

If you were waiting for an update here it is ( Read more... )

Something upset me today and I addressed it. I debated a lot and finally decided I should. I guess we will see if that was the right call.

Surgery on Thursday. Probably be on light for awhile. I am worried but I am optimistic ( Read more... )

sometimes I am amazed at myself and the people close to me.

I'm ok. Stupid but ok. I spent saturday evening at my moms. We went to dinner & I ate the largest steak in America. I even had dessert this extremely rich chocolate party in my tummy. My appetite is back in spades. After we went a light shopping at her downtown. Its not like shopping in the the city but it was fun. I spent the night ( Read more... )