My mother treats me like I'm 12 years old. I have a chore list. And apparently a fucking bedtime ( Read more... )

I can't breathe...I can't think.

All I can do is sit here and...listen to music.

I don't know what I am right now but it scares me. I have so much to do, could even benefit from sleeping but I can barely bring myself to type this, much less get something done.

Save me.

What will be left when I've drawn my last breath ( Read more... )

Have you ever said something and then instantly wished you could take it back ( Read more... )

I want my family to die.... or me. I could die. That might help...

I can't believe he's not coming.. I just....He was the first person I invited and just...I don't know why it matters so much. A lot of people are prolly gonna turn my party down. I should just suck it up and move on... But, dammit if I invited you, it kinda means something to me for you to be there ( Read more... )

I think I rely on my teacher's opinions too heavily. I nearly cried today in statistics because the professor ignored me. I just kept thinking "If I hadn't skipped so many classes, I wouldn't have failed and he wouldn't hate me ( Read more... )

Sometimes my family just drives me to the brink of killing myself ( Read more... )

I always hate to be around my mother's friends. They all see this wonderful women....and see me as the petulant child. And to be fair, I admit I play the part at times ( Read more... )

Its 's nights like this i question my resolve not to drink. Wouldn't it be easier to do what so many of my friends and coworkers do?

Would that temporary escape help dull the pain? Or would it drag me deeper?

And I'll want nothing else til I die...Goddamn ice has frozen my thoughts to despair ( Read more... )