Kent is soon... 2 weeks soon! I'm going to have the most comfy luxurious bed in town, and everyone's invited for sleepovers!

I look forward to having a manic Kent-type mentality again. And drinking. And meeting new people.
And printmaking.

Hoorah!

For the past few days I've been walking around in a state of vertigo. I keep feeling like I'm pitching forward, and it just gets worse when I lay down at night and feel like I'm going to slip right off the bed.

I could really, really use an anchor right about now.

What's going on in my life:
I've thoroughly exhausted this summer.
Best Buy was out of my Ipod.
Faith.
I'm trying to become more dating savvy. (at least i'm trying.)
50 hour work weeks = money for kegs.
books books books

this entry is stupid... so i'm giving up and going to bed. g'night.

wow, am i in a weird place right now! i've worked 50 hours this week already, and am goin in tomorrow on my saturday. i want an ipod real bad, and am gonna treat myself. plus shopping for a futon (w/ memory foam!) for my apartment in kent and perhaps a lil clothes spree w/ mum. then it's back home for a nap, and up to kent to go play for the ( Read more... )

I found out recently that my whole life is about hope-- I thrive on the stuff. Hope is what gets me through the day, having the promise of something good hanging over my head. Thus, I never really live in the moment because I'm always anticipating something else. And when these good things happen, these things I hope for, it's a surreal and ( Read more... )

i was in a really, really weird mood today. and not just one, but I was one weird emotional rollercoaster today. it was strange, because i've felt pretty steady lately. must be the hormones, or the stars, or something... cause everything is pretty much the same, just my reaction to this "everything" has been across the board all day ( Read more... )

i am contented now that spanish has ended itself. the fam and i celebrated with a trip to jalepeno loco's grand opening (it was my 3rd time there... *loves*) they had free beer! and a mariachi band! mum and dad drank the free beer, and i got to drive mum's mustang home while she acted like a college kid. mom was way fun back in the day, i can ( Read more... )

this weekend was great fun. i drank two times, which i miss doing.

i need to:
pass spanish
pass my drug test
start work
eat mexican food

o yeah... and go to concerts. lots of concerts this week.

She was in the grip of an unsuperable longing to fall. She lived in a constant state of vertigo.
"Pick me up," is the message of a person who keeps falling. Tomas kept picking her up, patiently.

i <3 kent.

(and so does my alcoholic alter ego)

......<3