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it's raining below me
sometimes there are actions you do that at the time make perfect sense, but when you explain the feelings you felt that made the environment seem like what you did was a rationale decision, it falls flat and you feel like an idiot. this is how i feel right now ( Read more... ) -
I am a baker, an animal, and a corpse.
"Is my body something I have, like my car? Or is it what I am? Or something else ( Read more... ) -
antiquity
The back of my had is pounding. the fan is clacking. the fan is god to the bed. I need to sleep. I haven’t slept in three days. it takes three days to get off the island. I am an island. I am. Sadly, I am. I am sadly mistaken for a person that is charming. I am charming but to a degree. I hold no degree but I can still live my life. My life is not ( Read more... ) -
rude a bay god
in my darkest hours i turn to the light that emanates from my computer screen and confess to the "igod". this is the one and only conversation we had.
Me: hey
God: Can I help you?
Me: i have a problem
God: Let's think of a name for your problem, like "purple". Think of what it is like when you are purpling.
Me: i feel sad
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eye and eye
im so bored. ive become lazy. ive started painting again. im using watercolors. im doing yoga. im not into it though. i think i got the vocab. im running out of ideas. i could be bored out of ideas. im leaving this area for new ground. i think i might be leaving for new ground. im hungry. im tired of sitting. ive been doing this for sometime. i ( Read more... ) -
let the sun shine
miserable. if my head could be any shape it would be a block. i could fit through doors with ease, but to comprehend the spherical world would be insurmountable. in other words, i hate school and studying. i have no food and something stinks in my room...i dont' know what, but it smells like dying. my beard is coming is awfully slow which is awful ( Read more... ) -
shine on matter
something does not feel right in me. i do not know what it is, and i do not think i want to know. other than that, ha yeah there's probably nothing wrong with me. everyone feels like this every now and then. it passes. that idea disgusts and pains me when i think of it. passing away, moving from one to nothing. and the angels sang. i still feel ( Read more... ) -
rise from your grave
flying is far beyond me and this physical shell of restraint i am in. the mind must be free from all things in order to comprehend everything; so how can one if it is encased in liquid lies? my arms tingle for arousal, but i beg for boredom. focus never seemed so far away...why can that fly and not i? i wish i was pi. i wish i would stop wishing. i ( Read more... ) -
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looking at things, i guess 2006 was a pretty shitty year.
