i haven't a clue of what to do. sitting here starting at pages i shouldn't, consuming my time with nonsense that is confusing, detracting, spinning my time from its purpose. far if all i want this is what i seem to want but i'll let it wait. wait. wait. until it comes back to me. on is knees, not to spite it, juts to see how much it cares for me, ( Read more... )

i am a washcloth

these days, oh these days. what can i say about them that will convey any sense of intelligence. why do i need to one asks, "why wouldn't i" i'll say. isn't that what makes us different from them? isn't that the reason why we can trample and destroy anything we want? it's told to us from birth that they're inferior and we are superior, but do we ( Read more... )

i was reading a article for class and i happened to response to it in such a manner that i just had to post it here ( Read more... )

was that really necessary? not really but i do like seeing the results to these things, they confirm my suspicions of who i am since i haven't a clue to who i really am, well a definite clue as to who i am.

You Should Learn French
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You are Agonistic
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In a Past Life...


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long drawn strides fill my day. confusing jumbled thoughts fill my nights. walking home tonight the strides weren't long enough and the thoughts, well, they made all too much sense. the ripped leaves fell and i hadn't a clue to where they landed, but i kept at it to lead me back, to remind me of those thoughts, that image which i convinced myself ( Read more... )

a recent inspection of my life has found that it is rather boring. the report has also confirmed that i have no personality and i'm a conformist in the truest sense of the word. i lack all conversational skills needed to build any type of relationship and i'm scared of commitment, not like that issue has ever come about in the course of my life ( Read more... )