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I still remember the first time I realized it would be a long time before this is over...

I was sitting in my chair, and you sat and traced the outlines of my tattoos with your fingers.

At that moment I knew I wanted so much more.

i knew the first night i got there i would hear from you ( Read more... )

I will never be the prettiest girl in the room ( Read more... )

i needed to hear that for such a very very long time ( Read more... )

it's been one week since i cried over this...

that is an improvement but i kinda feel it building up again.

i don't know how people that actually admit their feelings for each other keep a grasp on themselves let alone someone like me just pretending to be okay.

i am trying very hard to write these thoughts that i wish i could just grow a set and say to your fucking face ( Read more... )

i am a hot mess.

it is the simple fact i am already crying every night because in a few days you will be gone, and i have to pretend it wasn't the best few weeks of my life. i am going to suck up those last few breaths, the last sweat from being so close and the body heat driving me nuts ( Read more... )

we often wake with in moments of eachother, that doesn't change with the distance.
i am so stuck.