I had one a couple of days ago. I'm not good with words, so I won't try to explain it to you.

It's a ghost town here, but that's exactly why I like it (of course). I do however wish that fewer people deleted their journals. I like to read them sometimes. It's strange to me to read past discussions and remember nothing about them. Past lives.

Why do ( Read more... )

I don't know the answer but I'm working on it. It's especially difficult because I haven't been horrible on purpose.

I am a grown ass woman, on this website that I haven't visited in years. Hanging out in my hometown is so depressing. What's worse: my poor daughter is watching too much TV these days because it's really hard to play and be engaging when you're sad and tired. We went to the museum today. Yesterday we made rainbow bubble snakes and planted some ( Read more... )

Today some lady at Costco accused me of being too young to drive. Specifically, she said I took the coupon for $80 off of a set of tires as if I had a car. When I said I do have a car, she said she thought I was a little girl, 13 or 14. Jesus. I could forgive as young as 20, but 13? That's on you bitch. That is you being an idiot ( Read more... )

I think I'm only going to take three classes next semester. I'm really going to feel like a slacker, but with two jobs, and trying to enjoy my new apartment and take care of Costello, I really don't want to be miserably stressed out anymore ( Read more... )

I went into my Cal 3 final with a 99 average. I'm lucky if I came out with a B, and I'm guessing it will be a C. I don't know what happened. I mean, I know I didn't do most of the homework or review the old tests. I know my brain has refused to retain any information the past few days. Maybe weeks. And I know that I always think I do poorly on ( Read more... )

I got a new dress in the mail today. A Cool, Cool Water Dress from Anthropologie to be specific (because specifics are important). I ordered the dress when I found out that I pretty much had the tutoring job in the bag, and I figured surely I could afford a new dress every now and then. But it was back ordered for a while. Then I got the job at ( Read more... )

I'm not going to try to be funny because I'm pretty sure that only one or two people ever get my jokes. Hello ( Read more... )

So I'm killing this journal slowly, kind of like how I'm killing everything else and everything else is killing me. It's a chore.

I guess I'll just leave some lyrics here, Ani, Aimee, Ben. I'll even throw in a little Baudelaire, apparently. Whatever.

it's rock paper scissors as to whether ( Read more... )