All I had today was a rockstar energy drink and vodka...and pot, to settle my stomach...I love vodka! Its like the best in the world! OMG! lol! Well, I really have nothing to add, so...later!

Todays Calories:
100

I have like no appitite today, its amazing, whenever I have a hunger pain, I just drink water and I am fine...I am also smoking a LOT of weed, I think I am finally over my binge and purge stage! Hurray! Ths is sooo amazing! I am so happy today!
Weight:114 Pounds

I am bout to throw up my last meal I had....I hope that this is all I am going ot eat today...I think my teeth are getting the best of it...I know what to do everytime...don't brush untill your mouth feels normal...and put cold water on your teeth and mouth...I have never had a cavity...or anything wrong with my teeth. I hope that this method ( Read more... )

I purged about 2 times yesturday, and got drunk and high...
All I ate was 250 worth of Wine
300 Sandwich
Threw up most of it

Today I ate two cheesy bean and rice burritos-250 each
Threw them up...I thik I am having an okay day, and am really stoned and not getting hte munchies at all...I think I am getting hte hang of things...I am 115 pounds now...100 ( Read more... )

I have been binging sooo much, I purged 5 timesyesturday, and I am on my first today, I have school from 4-10:30 tongiht, I hopethat afterword I will be to tired to eat...I had a argument with Drew last night...He had done meth a few days before I got heat 4 months ago...and he just now told me...I hate that! But I guess I have to forgive him, he ( Read more... )

Today is going to be hell, Its already 12...and I have eaten a pickle-5 calories and a burrito- 300 calories
I think this is all I am going ot eat today, I am not smoking....Drew's mom is comming over to cook...I guess I have to eat that, but I will throw that up later...This really stinks...
Tootles till later!

Food intake for today:

American steakhouse burger-700
" Fries-400
Diet pepsi-0
Veggie soup-150
bugles-150
cornuts-100
Cheetoes-170
chocolates-200
slushie-150
mt.dew-100
Total: 2110 calories
(underlined is when I started throwing up everything)
Approx:1250 when I was done throwing up
I did horrible, I think I am more mia then ana....I really want to not eat ( Read more... )

New goals, yay for meh!

Height: 5'2"
LW:105
HW:200
Cw:120
Gw:100
I eventually want to be 95 pounds, I think that would be great, but first things first, get to 100 pounds...errrr....I will post what I ate and did not eat later...OMG! I am so excited about the new goals!

Your weight is: 120 pounds ( Read more... )

I feel the worst today, I don't know if its because I have not been taking my meds, or because I just cannot find my hairbrush....but its probly my meds, I just feel horrible! I am going ot call into work, hopefully they will let me off today...I really cannot work, I mean I just feel so crappy...Drews mom is comming tommarrow to look over the ( Read more... )

I forgot to tell you all that I am getting so blowed tonight, I have not gotten stoned in about 48 hours, a new record for me, sad, but oh so true...anyway, I am only going to eat an apple...80 cals...and lots of water! Oh I hope I can pull it off, I will post later!

Todays thinspiration:

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