This weekend was pretty much the kind of introduction i ever wanted and than some haha! I mean even though it will be a few weeks before me and susie start moving our stuff down with the help with our parents, due to this past weekend, man im ready to get more cardboard boxes and pack asap! So we went down friday for the entire weekend because 3 ( Read more... )

another blue eyed man has entered my life. This one  is really innocent and only 22 yrs old. Complete opposite im sure haha! but hes a cutie though in that goofy corky way. So glad i have someone to flirt with at work..yess!!! I love how i make him nervous and all blushing. Last month at work wont be bad after all :D Definitely will make me a happy ( Read more... )

 Im tired of my sister and I living in fear due to her bf's pyschotic rages. This past saturday i woke up early like at 7 and started cleaning just cause i didnt feel good and wanted to get it out of the way. Couple hours later, i hear something getting broken and yelling so i went upstairs yelling what the hell is going on? Ryan goes downstairs ( Read more... )

My devil office manager now is fucking with me even more, and this time it has crossed a line and i about snapped. So get this..i work weekly 45 hours and the corporate office in new hampshire takes out 30 mins a day so average about deducting 2.50 hrs, so i get direct deposit and its off $30, i bring this to my cunt manager and she sits me down in ( Read more... )

 Haha! Doom Generation quotes always help humor my mornings here at hell which is my job i swear :D The remaining time i have to work here until we move im going to enjoy as much as i possibly can. And what did i do this week? After months of not dyeing my hair, the other night i decided fuck it i want to dye my hair the brightest color i can get ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that there are ALWAYS going to be  certain things and people i will have no closure with, and thats just fine. It is what it is. There will always be Nick entering randomly in my life than completely MIA. i think that crazy mofo will always be in my life, whatever. There will always be Jeremiah checking in on me , and ( Read more... )

its strange how once upon a time youre as close to someone as close can get, and think u know everything about them. And than it fades more and more and youre just accaintances, and u dont know what u would say to them if u bumped into them besides hi dude or whatever. Past impulses of speaking before u really think, plays a hand of fate of your ( Read more... )

over this past year, so much is so different. where i live and friends here today gone tomorrow. alot of negative to bring me to the positive i must say. No grudges, no regrets, just life goes on and let things be what they will be regardless. I cut the emotional ties to those who made knots after knots and even though i miss some of my past ( Read more... )

Everything has changed since getting a townhouse with my little sister. First month went by smoothly, than her bf's father snapped one day and brought out a knife and tried to attack Ryan so we had to call  the cops to have him escorted out. For a new roommate we have had Kenny move in, and i really regret that because we were late on rent last ( Read more... )

these past couple of weeks have been emotionally trying for me.. before the sadness kicks in my first reaction is to get defensive and angry.. some friends i have been so close to..theyre putting distance between us and perhaps they dont realize and maybe they do..but its not fair and bullshit! i ask myself why do i care so much and the simple as ( Read more... )