so i am moving in the spring.. May the latest..just depends on when my parents house is sold.. not sure if ill get a 2 bedroom apartment with my lil sis or a one room for just me and my cat.. didnt realize how quick winter approaches.. i have had so much on my mind.. but my thoughts have cleared and i can just go with the flow and live day by day ( Read more... )

why do my exes feel they have to pop in my life at the wrong time?? butter me up than pull away than again the same thing?.. that is it.. theyre not called exes for nothing..so i dont ever want to hear from them again or see them.. i tried to be friends with them than they play mind games and when i get confrontational about what theyre doing..im ( Read more... )

so alot has changed for the positive.. first..im not moving in the fall..still here biatches..it will be spring when i move so im happy..though im anxious to start a new life..patience i have grown to have and there are reasons for everything..me and erin are past our drama along time ago.. when we see face to face ill have to explain that i was ( Read more... )

my life has been up and down..but thats life.. everyone has their good and bad moments.. i am grateful that i can rise with my head up after the shitty situations i have had to experience in my own life.. i learn from them regardless.. i am ready for change.. i am ready to grow up and experience the world.. not necessarily prepared but im going for ( Read more... )

still sick and from what dr kent told me.. i need another blood test and i have to see my gyno this thursday.. i cant explain how awful i feel.. i am losing so much blood yeah its gross.. but im frustrated cause i was too weak to go to matt and alicia's wedding.. i feel horrible and im so pissed off that the doctors are taking forever to be helpful ( Read more... )

normally if someone i dont know messages me in myspace i usually read than delete..but this one guy asked me about one of my video clips and wonder what movie it was from.. so i just responded and let him know it was from the movie Creepshow which is one of my all time movies :D than we just started discussing movies and music and he realy caught ( Read more... )

last night i celebrated my lil sis's birthday..got a bit smashed and i passed out only to be woken up by will calling me..he convinced me to hang out with him..i didnt even look good..my makeup was washed off and i hardly had eyebrows but i was too damn tired that i was like what the hell..so getting there was a bit confusing but not far at all and ( Read more... )

my friends have been amazing lately :D finaly i know whats wrong with me healthwise..one of my thyroids is a bit low so im going to have to get that checked out.. lately ive been sort of talking to this one guy Will who i in my past like when i was a naive 17 yr old had a one night stand wiht..he contacted me and i was like didnt u use me for sex ( Read more... )

this past week has been crazy..i almost lost my mother..her blood was so low, the doctors were shocked that she didnt fall into a coma..i havent seen sammy and ell for a long time..i feel like were not as close as we used to be..this saturday was fun..went to Of Montreal show with liz and justin..i got trashed..more than i intended to get..im still ( Read more... )

i hate liars..all of them..even the ones who lie to make the other person feel better..its not the truth and when its not the truth it hurts one way or the other eventually..i am not innocent but i havent lied so crucially like certain individuals, and its come to my feeling disgust and hatred for them..I wonder do they not care or do they get a ( Read more... )