this past weekend i went to my friend Jess's wedding..she looked like a faiytale bride..so beautiful and it was contagious the atmosphere of love and happiness mostly cause her happiness shined through and everyone could see and feel that..the love on her face when she looked at her man who was becoming her husband..made me realize things like true ( Read more... )

im pissed off and fed up with giving a damn at times..im tired of feeling ignored and shut out..i hate being taken advantage of cause i have such a big heart..im tired of regret and im tired of mistakes that even when u learn from them and move on..others hold grudges against u for them..i am done..i want to punch something or someone..wish travis ( Read more... )

i have concluded that im not going to understand everyone,even the ones i am close to or were close to..i know i think too much at times but i am baffled and disapointed by a few..one particularly but he left me no choice but to shut him out..i hope one day he will grow up and learn from his mistakes..but i mustnt hope just continue on with my life ( Read more... )

just got home from the doctors and the pharmacy..so i was all nervous and really not looking forward to see the gynocologist"yeah cant spell that" and it didnt help that the man was my grandfathers age but i guess it would of been more awkward with a younger doctor..anyways i was embarrassed cause im still bleeding and hes all up in na na and ( Read more... )

Your Love Number is 4
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so a few months ago in spite of my ex i dabbled with coke just cause i was upset and to see why it made him feel so damn good..i had a migraine from it the first time..than gave it another try...loved it and than for a few weeks i did it constantly...my stepdad always had some so i shared it with him...i was upset with myself and my stepdad and i ( Read more... )

i was supposed to go to a bachelorete party but its supposed to be saturday..i got confused and headed over to justins place and was like im on time and no one was home haha!! had to call justin and ask dude is elizabeth throwing this thing tonite? yeah so im not going cause its going to be deana's 25th and she means more to me than jess who i ( Read more... )

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is
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ive been on my cycle for 2 1/2 weeks and im still spotting :( im always tired..i go to the doctors soon..im paranoid that i miscarried or have cervical cancer or something..im just so stressed..what if i did miscarry? ill be heartbroken..i dont know if i can take it well..i mean if i was pregnant, me and the ex arent even friends and that would be ( Read more... )

Your Aura is Blue
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