I hate how I stand beside you;
you flicking your ashes, and I just wanting to understand.
And yet, I stand there, nonetheless,
my lips as translucent
as the rest of me feels.
And I think how,
how I long to become more than I am to you-
something etched on your face which
shows how you have given my life meaning,
and how also,
because of you,
that meaning ( Read more... )

It's time for more reassurance.
I'm feeling useless again.
Am I still needed?
I still need you.

Drill, drill, drill.

Remember to bring your money ( Read more... )

The eyes of Heaven ( Read more... )

I'm good,
in case you were wondering. :)

Yes, I had a near perfect sleep last night
if not for the 4:30 AM wake-up time
but tonight, I plan on sleeping.
Tis a good plan, I think.

I was helping a stranger pick up
the contents of his spilled book bag the other day
and ended up being a minute late to class
but it was okay, and I felt balanced

Then I spilled my ( Read more... )

So I need to get my transmission rebuilt ( Read more... )

I am in love.
With a guy who visited one of my classes to offer tutoring.
He is gorgeous.
And I am in love.
I have a tutoring appointment next Friday at noon.
I do not need tutoring.

I'm Limited ( Read more... )

I ordered my textbooks.
And I am so excited I can't think straight
which, if you know me,
is a quite an exceptional thing.

I want my car back
I'm more worried about the whole process than I should be.
What's next?
What's the catch?
Have I bound myself to something I can't see?
I don't owe anything.
Right?
So why do I feel guilty?
I should not be feeling guilty ( Read more... )

I've decided to let go ( Read more... )