My 8 hours of community service are due in 3 hours.
I don't even think court is open today.
I have 0 hours.
I'm not quite sure how it is that I can just pretend that I don't have to do things.

p.s. i need to learn how to do beer bongs by myself.
or maybe I shouldn't....but i would like to.

I have to do some bullshit.
I am gonna get drunk.
That is my only motivation to do it.
or something.
Hopefully I'll have friends.
Hopefully I don't have to stay at my place.
It's too scary now.
This makes no sense.

fuck.

I absolutely hate it when I can't sleep.
I should take ambien for nonrecreational purposes.
I should have some kind of regular sleeping pattern.
I shouldn't train my body to pass out on the weekends and then it would know how to sleep normally.


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I'm only taking 12 hours which sucks but everything is full.
Other than that I loooove my schedule.

I also love taking Andi out for walks at night.
He can run fast.

I do miss my friends, I feel like I haven't seen most of them in days.