this is, by far, the hardest thing emotionally, i've ever had to go through

do do do your dirty words
come out to play when you are hurt?,
there's certain things that should be left unsaid

"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."
-Chuck Palahniuk

today has been better.
every day gets easier.
its only the nights that are getting harder.

and I want to play hide-and-seek ( Read more... )

how can one person, make me feel this low? :/

i really wish i just had someone to lay with and talk this out with.
someone who would give me the best motivation and best support

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look at him, look at me
that boy is bad, and honestly
he's a wolf in disguise
but I can't stop staring in those evil eyes

Really don't know how much more I can take.

Well. That was a disappointing birthday.
Spent allllllllllll day at the softball field.
With only the softball girls, and my parents, no boyfriend.
Came home to only my parents, had pizza, and opened cards.

Happy 20th birthday to me. Yippie.