today was my brothers birthday so i mostly stayed in with the fam, and then ate at the cheesecake factory, it was pretty good. i got my exam grade back for psychology and i think i did pretty good, pretty average. i was happy with my grade. i have an exam this friday and i really need to get studying but i got so much shitloads that i havent got ( Read more... )

finally, a day of rest.... sike ( Read more... )

saw an unexpected shooting star, wished for him to come home..

another sleepless and restless night...

another hectic day awaiting to come...

things have been pretty productive lately. i finally chose a color and dresses for the girls. the dances are coming out nicely, but they still need some work, like timing and precision and especially details. envelopes have been mailed out, addresses are double checked. and just a few here and there stuff left. i need to start figuring out stuff ( Read more... )

i missed his call, it wasn't my fault. i wasn't late, he was early. im not gonna write him a letter, its useless, he doesn't miss me. he loves me yes, he cares for me yes, but he doesn't miss me. not as much as i do. its just how i feel. maybe its the weather, maybe coz i haven't talked to him, maybe my emotions have been driving me crazy.

HAPPY 11MONTH ANNIVERSARY, buhhby.

so its 1:28am. i can't sleep, i drank some coffee earlier so im wired. today will a non-productive day, yet again. i miss him.

trying to keep strong and keeping busy...

yesterday,i woke up late for school, once i got there i saw shawn and we walked to class together. i saw ana and we went to class and thats how it went throughout the day. my last class, we had a quiz, so he let us out early. i drove around till i had to pick up charles. went home and then slept. after a ( Read more... )

The days have been hard, but its getting better. I miss him a lot, my days just seem so empty. I feel somewhat pathetic cause my life seemed to be dependant on him, but then i realize that it's ok because he was my life, thats why he was in it so much. Im trying to keep busy, the busier i am, the easier it is as the time passes by. Its only at ( Read more... )

without suffering ther would be no compassion ( Read more... )

on my way to school today, i turned on Z100. lately their topics in the morning have really caught my attention, now im not really into the whole talk, talk, talk shiet in the morning, but today was interesting topic ( Read more... )