so much is going on, my head is about to explode. so im moving to las vegas. my whole family actually. my mother already left last sunday and my sister leaves next week. my dad, brother, and I are gonna leave when my house is sold which it already had 2 offers. were packing up, and things are starting to disappear. my room is mess, because i have ( Read more... )

hes back. im in love all over again.

college suCks. switching majors.

when one problem goes away, another just smacks you in the face.

chris comes home, im moving to las vegas.

the end.

its been awhile. but i have a lot on my chest, mind and heart. i just need somewhere to let it out. and well this is a journal ( Read more... )

wow so much to update on ( Read more... )

maybe, college isn't for me.

this is my favorite holiday.

i wish i could say that im really excited but i cant.

it makes me miss him.

this is when adoration grew to love.

i miss him a lot more when theres silence ( Read more... )

i don't know if its because im getting my period, i forgot when its suppose to come, but im really emo right now. im so low in the self esteem department that i just feel like crying. its no ones fault, not even mine. thats how sad it is, and i don't even know how to get myself out of this hole that i feel like im in right now. so many things are ( Read more... )

life just keeps on getting worse and worse for me ( Read more... )

so im finally 18. yeahh, yesterday was my birthday. and how did i spend it you ask? well i went to school, then came home to find a stressful evening, a dinner with friends and cake, and a night with good friend. it was an average day, but im not bummed. i just anticipating next weekend, and for it ALL to be over. im kinda worried it won't go the ( Read more... )