Something good should happen like, stat.

maaaaayne.

honestly.... I think that people who are not humble are the biggest turn off on the face of the planet ( Read more... )

I am so not into live journal anymore. In fact, I have royally outgrown this journal. And I've tried other blogging sites, trust me I have. And although in my younger years I happily became a part of diaryland, xanga, and of course live journal.... I no longer find that comfort level in blogging sites these days. And so, I have attempted a stint at ( Read more... )

And the silence; it became so very clear
That you had long ago disappeared.
I cursed myself for being surprised
That this didn't play like it did in my mind.

All the way from San Francisco
As I chased the end of your road
Cause I've still got miles to go.

And I want to know my fate ( Read more... )

so, I feel completely isolated in my thinking.
And my soul feels as though it's aged, and I'm beyond all of this.
Where will I be in six months?
Why am I so frigid?
When will everything make sense?

Why can't someone just give me a map and tell me where to fucking go?

god, I am one lonely fool. I just, I am so tired. What is so goddamned wrong with me? And why is it that even when I make a huge effort that I still end up getting fucked? And i'm sorry for the self-loathing ramble but goddamnit I can only hold a grin for so long. I mean, maybe Paige is right. maybe I've created some self-fulfilling prophecy but I ( Read more... )

I've decided I hate the word, "realistic ( Read more... )

GOSH, I am more surprised every single day by how involved I have become in politics this year and how intrigued and informed i've becomed about this current election. I feel like I'm in a really good position to do so also, because I learned a lesson a long time ago about maintaining an open mind, and that a truly smart person puts away their ego ( Read more... )

i'm used to opening my own doors ( Read more... )

Is it entirely selfish of me to what to say in a meek voice that yes I know it's hard down there, but do you not realize how hard it has also been for me up here ( Read more... )