becuz they werent my best female friends to begin with. they were just cool people to hang out with. my true friends are still my friends. But good try!

theres nothing to say except that im sorry and i fucked up. i understand if you hate me and dont ever want to speak to me. again im truly sorry.

so much crap has happend within the course of a day. grandmas really gone now. i mean she was gone but her bodys gone as well. im scared to see how greedy the family will ecome. my dad told me yesterday i am now the most precious thing in his life. not that i wasnt before but i guess im all that he has now. i kinda stayed in and hung out with my ( Read more... )

just want to start off by saying happy turkey day. im excited i love food ( Read more... )

i have this feeling and i just cant get rid of it. i need excitement i need something more in my life. anyone have any ideas or a way to help me

lol in class again and trying to kill time. what better way to do it then update my livejournal right. ok so update on my life. went to the most amazing concert last nite. saw hawthorne heights, emery, relient k and i dont know who the other one was cuz me and kristin got there late. so we got drinks-its so awsome to be able to drink and dance and ( Read more... )

so im in class right now really bored and just waiting for sum lunch. lol i havent been on here forever but its one of the only websites that isnt blocked on these stupid school computers. so anyways yeah its been like almost a year or maybe a lil less since ive been on this. but who reads these anymore i can diss the hell out of people and no one ( Read more... )

wow its been freakin months since i have updated this thing. lets see i lost my grandma im living on my own. life sucks sumtimes but then i look at what i have and what people have done for me and its not that bad. im moving into a house with my friend ginna and my boyfriend who is the greatest ever. we have been together 2 months well 3 in a ( Read more... )

hmm last night was interesting. i believe it was the first night that i havent been completly drunk off my ass and boy did it suck. really wasnt feeling goood but i needed to get out of the house. met up with krystin and holly whom were drunk off there asses. went to go pick up eric so i could see him for a lil bit. went to old town and just kinda ( Read more... )

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE