My life is so overly, rediculously stupid. I don't understand why I have to go through so much stress, enough for me to want to kill myself at least once a month, and other people live it up so fucking easy. It's times like this that make me want to drop out of school, kill people, and not give a shit till I die ( Read more... )

FUCK ME. FUCK ME.

I'm a worthless, lying piece of shit.

STOP TRYING TO GET OUT THE EASY WAY AND WORK AROUND YOUR FUCKING TROUBLES.

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 12 people about this game.
• Ben is the one that you love.
• Kreature is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Toothpick.
• Domer is the one who knows you very well.
• Arshaun is your lucky star.
• The Launch is the song that matches with Ben.
• Castles in the Sky is the song for Kreature.
• Sandstorm is ( Read more... )

Ready for the latest sadness in my life? So I'm driving my car with Ben and Toothpick in the car, and we're going to get Aimee and Kiddo to go to the Blood Drive, when a Van driving infront of me slams their brakes as they loose control and hydroplane, so then I slam my brakes and hydroplane, then they gain control and so do I for a second, then ( Read more... )

Should I write about the positives in life right now, or negatives? When I look at things in reality, I almost feel like I'm shooting downhill faster than ever. Now I am 18, and it may seem like I'm 'living it up' now, but I think I'm really just trying to escape, more and more each day. My emotions and sences... my whole brain is wired differently ( Read more... )

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So I was tired of my old, depressing, my-life-is-over journal. So here I am to keep things more updated, more exciting, and more hopeful.

Please add me!!!

-<3
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