so things have progressively been getting better and worse at the same time. or maybe just worse, i'm not sure. i guess we'll see, but as it stands my life seems to be falling apart.
How's yours?

I think i'm gonna go back to cleaning now.

why do i bother? you're an idiot, dude.

life still couldn't be better! well of course it could, but i'm pretty satisfied right now.
huspaz for beer!

I've got an apartment!!!! It's fucking bad ass!! A fully functioning babe lair, as Garth from Wayne's World would say. I couldn't be happier.

it is now the end of the day, and it remained fuckin great if you were wondering. new friends and all! which is good, cuz most of the old ones are crazy.

EDIT: the new friends ended up being crazy too, lol.

today has been a good fuckin day so far. has nothin to do with valentines day, but it's just been a good day. let's keep it up!

aj, i'm beginning to think you should stop torturing yourself. you seem to do that a lot, and it never gets you anywhere. move away, or something. fuck, man.

...and stop talking to yourself, it makes you look crazy.

I got a new Bass! It's fuckin bad-ass! I'm so fucking happy i could explode!

I also finished reading The Perks Of Being a Wallflower! It was one of the best books i've ever read!

Fuck, Man!

It's time to start participating in life.

I'm starting to severely second guess myself. it's not doing well for my self esteem. i'm growing paranoid, and depressed. i need to continue making changes to my life, otherwise i'm gonna go nuts. i need to go to work and make money so i can afford those necessary changes. i just worked all week in missouri. almost died three times and lost my ( Read more... )

so last night was pretty much the most fun i've had in years, even if i am a fucking retard. and it was spent in my room, with my clothes on. who'd of thunk it? till vp, at least. then it was fun outside of my room.
"Blood Load" = best metal band name evar.