This may sound childish, or what ever it may be, but I hate everything. Life, the people in it, and everything else that surrounds me right now ( Read more... )

So I'm wondering, like, SERIOUSLY, what's going to happen to me? I mean, I can't seem to find a way to be happy. I know I don't need someone in my life to make me happy, however, my Father said something the other day that made it worse. He was talking to my Mom, and said that he wished I'd find someone that makes me happy soon, so he can have ( Read more... )

I'm tired of the bullsh*t that I'm going through right now. I'm tired of the guy who says they love you, but gets physical with you. I'm tired of the guy that says, "I Don't Want To Know Your Name, I Just Want, BANG BANG BANG!" I'm tired of the guy that seems interesting but doesn't have the balls to tell you how they feel back and let you linger ( Read more... )

Have you ever just heard a song, and it makes you think of a memory? It takes you back to a love you once had, and fills your head with so many memories. Or it reminds you of a good friend, who you haven't seen in a while ( Read more... )

I can't stand it here anymore. I'm losing my mind, I'm not happy AT ALL! He chooses alcohol over me. Like the other night, my filly smashed my foot, and I was out, and in SOOO much pain, and the following night, he desides to go to the bar, and when I ask him to come home because I'm not feeling well, he tells me, one more beer, and I'll be home in ( Read more... )

So, I haven’t been around lately, I’ve been pretty sick. The "Womanly Thing" is the deal. The pain like usual, only this time, it isn’t "Usual ( Read more... )

There are so many things I want to share here but I don't have time to post. That is crappy. It sucks. Oh, and happy birthday to me in about 6 more days!....WOOT!

This bullsh*t SUCKS! One second things are great with Ray, and in the next, there is something that he finds fault in me...I can't stand it. It seems as if he exspects me to be his perfect little angel. I'm f*cking NOT. Get over yourself. GEEZE...So this time, he claims that he's mad at me because I didn't move my laptop when he "TOLD" me to. You' ( Read more... )

Ever hear a song, and it takes you back to a place, or something that happend in your life that left an impact on your life, or even taken you back to someone; a friend, a family member?...Here's what music does for me ( Read more... )

It's amazing. I haven't been on here in FOREVER! So much has happened!...Drew and I are split for good. I moved out of my parents house, and into my friend Tommy and Kristin's house. They live right behind the Fire Station (91)...I decided to stay away for a while, from men. But it was out of my hands one night when I met this amazing guy who ( Read more... )