do you ever get the feeling that you are going to screw up the best thing that has ever happened to u, just cuz you are scared of getting hurt or loosing out. i don't know why i do it, but i do and i think that i am screwing up a lot. i wish that i wasn't like this....

so last night i did a little bit of homework and all that good stuff. then i was planning on going to krystal's little party thing. but ended up that jason and christina called me. so i was like why not. ended up going there and hanging out for a while. some of the guys showed up and everything. i think i left there at about 1ish or so. went back ( Read more... )

i suppose that it was bound to happen, i mean why not, i got sick last year on my b-day. well now i am not feeling 100% good. my eye really hurts and i get this feeling that it is going to turn into something else. my voice is slowly going and i think that i might be getting what my mommy had. i wanna sleep too :-\. well i went and got a new cell ( Read more... )

for 8 more mins. yea so i am 21 now, most of my birthday was fuck up though. perry was fun other than the bitching and immature people, that if jays truck goes in feb. they wil NOT be going with me. other than seeing trucks (since i didn't get to get in one) play in the mud, my b-day kinda sucked. which perry wasn't ALL that, but i hope that it ( Read more... )

i only got 2 days til my birthday :) yay! i'll be 21 soon :-D

i don't know if i should be pissed off or crying; should i just give up totally? AHHHH!

how do u know when u are REALLY in love? especially when u are someone who falls easily ( Read more... )

went to court this morning for gene. didn't turn out the best that it could have, but shit happens. at least he will be getting the kids a little more... and he isn't married to her anymore...that bitch....

yay! i am so very excited. it is friday and i only have one hour til i get outta here. :)

so i know that i have said b4 things about my so called friends that don't want me and matt to be together, and how they alwayz bitch about how he isn't good enough for me. well i figured out that these friends just aren't happy with their lives and they just don't want anyone else to be happy. i don't know why people have to act like this, if they ( Read more... )