do you ever get the feeling that you are just flat out stupid? i was loooking back on some of my journal entries and found something funny. it was right after larry and i broke up and matt and i were hanging out. larry was being a dick on the phone and trying to tell me that me and matt had something going on, which is funny cuz now we do LOL, but ( Read more... )

yay! i got my hair appointment on Saturday!!! YAY!! i can't wait we will see what happens. :) i so can not wait. :) :) :) :)

isn't it funny how you say shit (such as my last entry) that you don't really mean. something that you know you probably shouldn't have done, but wouldn't change it for the world. i wouldn't give anything not to be where i am right now in life. i am willing to take the risk of getting hurt once again, in order to be with my baby, b/c i love him ( Read more... )

i don't think that i should have read something that i just read, it makes me feel so much more different about myself and the person that i thought i meant everything to. i'm hurt and i don't know how to fix it. and now to make things worse, i think everyone is right. i knew that i should have listened to all of my friends and not been stupid and ( Read more... )

I HAVE OFFICIALLY DECIDED THAT ANYONE WHO 'THINKS' THEY ARE A FSU FAN BUT DOESN'T WANT FLORIDA TO WIN, IS NOT A FSU FAN! b/c if u were any kind of smart person you would want Florida to win that way when FSU plays them, if FSU beats them it looks much much better on FSU's part. you stupid stupid people. and the same goes for Florida fans who want ( Read more... )

what a weekend. friday night we are on our way to stetson's when jay stops to get gas, and who do we run into james, LOL. that was funny, well he asks for mine and jackis number so i give him mine and he gives me his. no big deal, right? who cares ( Read more... )

i am pissed off about everything and one thing particular. and for you people who think that it has something to do with how shity florida played/is playing no it doen't (i can't even put into words about how i feel about that!) anywayz i am pissed and the entire way home i felt sick to my tummy and like i could puke everywhere. i don't feel good ( Read more... )

yay! i am going to stetsons with jacki tonight! i can't wait :) too bad i still need to get in the shower and all that and it is already 6....oh well i don't take that long to get ready.

YAY! i am leaving in 15 mins to go to school and i am NOT coming back to work! yay! nap time for me! :)

so i am sitting here at work and apparently the system that i NEED to do my job is down. i hate when this shit happens. it's b/s. working for the state is SO much fun. it annoys me.

anywayz i am pissed cuz my job interview did not go well at all yesterday. and that really depressed me a lot. i guess it is ok though b/c when i was there i realized ( Read more... )