Now that I have my new journal . . I wont be posting in this one much anymore. The new one is freinds only. check your friends list to see if I added ya.

I found an adorable picture of Rob when he was in EMT school last spring.
 ( Rob )

I saw a boarded up business today. I see a lot of these, but this one was special. I am going to take a picture and post it. it reads:

OKAY, Charlie (x-ed out)
Frances (x-ed out)
Ivan
WE'RE READY

i sooo cant wait to take a a picture of that. heh.

yeah - fuck you. you know who you are.

i hope you burn in hell for all that you have done. you have done nothing but bring a bad name to someone who brought hope to everyone.

I cried today. went to the doctor. ::sigh::

got a call on my cell phone today: "riot rob". my heart sank. for a half a millisecond, i had this strange feeling come over me. indescribable. almost eerie. i keep thinking he is just off on vacation somewhere, expecting him back any day now. then i go to sleep and my dreams reassure my nightmare. he is ( Read more... )

I went into my purse to get a cigarette just now. In my wallet, something odd was hanging out halfway. hmm. i took it all the way out and studied it. It is a Delaware River Toll Bridge Joint token. How weird is that? I am not a supersticious person.. but is this some sort of sign? I have never even seen a bridge token. we dont have them in florida ( Read more... )

I am so disappointed. the weather channel ( Read more... )

Ivan the Terrible will be a cat 5 hurricane beofre morninglight. hahahahaha Florida is finna get FUUUUUUUUUUUUCKED up. with hope, we will be seperated by lake florida, a new vacation spot just below georgia. we will vacation here and reminice of times had.

nothing is on TV. except the tropical update on the weather channel. someone save me.

Memorial for Rob tonight. Contact me if you want to go, if you don't already know about it.

Just give me one more moment, another walk out in the sun
one more day to find some justice with your shadow by my side

Just give me one more moment with your shadow by my side and we will always be together as one

i dont understand how i am to blame for robs death. because he moved down to fort myers? i didnt "feed" him pills, and the last time he got drunk was in vegas. So why is everyone blaming me? Why am I "going to be removed" from his funeral if I go?

I guess they will have to "remove" me.

Last night, there was nothing to do. Got a call saying "hey, party at New College in Sarasota". here we go ( Read more... )