i just saw on cnn that some guy in italy got arrested for throwing hamsters off a balcony into traffic. makes me chuckle.

sitting here, pondering. what i did was stupid. i shouldn't have pounded the ground like i did.  it was the only thing i could do to keep from hitting somebody though.  i am stuck with a fucked up hand, again,  and i just feel like a fucking douchebag. but i guess i am over it now. i fucked up. cant go back. i was too pissed to control myself.

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somehow beating my own blood into the concrete makes no sense, yet i feel better. i think i re-fractured an old break in my hand. now i am just in pain. and there is nothing i can do about but whine and complain. fuck.

i am having a fucking nervous goddamned breakdown. someone fucking shoot me.

Its a bad day when you are so mad that you start crying.

I am so mad right now that I am bawling my fucking eyes out. fuck this world. and fuck everyone in it.

work stresses me out. i wish i had enough money to work part time. i would enjoy it. i wouldnt get so pissed everytime something effed up. this computer, the people i work with, the whole dmned place - it sucks ( Read more... )

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new girl works here that i have to supervise. she is about 36 years old, normal office lady, right? i put on some music that I like, and she starts going off about how she likes punk music. wtf? she starts talking about how whne she lived in chicago a few months ago she knew this girl that managed punk groups in the area for some small label. she ( Read more... )

car insurance is so fucking expensive in florida. i guess it could be worse.. if i lived in new york or something... but damn. 300 bucks a month for car insurance? got me FUCKED up. between supervising a bunch of fucking idiots, looking for auto insurance that wont cost more than my fucking car does, and my stomach hurting me as much as my head ( Read more... )

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