I am experimenting with my morals, I have a few things up my sleeve.

I can already tell this summer won't be anything like the last. I have been doing an excellent job of running from my own feelings lately, only to be faced with them abruptly. It just feels like I'm losing everything I know so quickly, and that I don't have a place anywhere. Transience is romantic in thought, not practice. I need to stop ( Read more... )

oh fuck.

here's to two months without posting. i couldn't say an incredible amount has happened, but a lot of the time i feel guilty for not recording more of my life ( Read more... )

i'm living on the notion that maybe, one day, preserverance will pay off. until then, this is fuckin' torture.

well......that was interesting. maybe it's not so bad never knowing what you want.

the positive side to being a cynic is that disappointment doesn't seem to hit nearly as hard. or maybe i'm just used to it by now.


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this song makes me feel exactly how i want to feel. the air's chilly and sunny and the minute this song runs through my eardrums i get a giddy stupid smile on my face and i feel like there's still something to look forward to. by the way, i've given up on writing anything real in these posts. maybe i should just title it "My Life By Way Of Music ( Read more... )

i have this really strong feeling that my life is going to start very soon.


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I am sick off Swedish Fish and the fact that we probably just said 'goodbye' for real this time.
I want to lock myself up for months with no distractions because even my brain is too much of a distraction for me.
I'm just tryin'a see the big picture.


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