most of the time i like to be alone, but some times it is a crippling feeling. To feel the weight of everything you know coming down on you. And all you can hope for is sleep, but sleep waits for the early hours, and there is nothing left to occupy your thoughts except for the thoughts of being alone. 'the greenest trees get their leaves from ( Read more... )

This is the hardest thing i have ever had to do. I am going to miss everyone a lot more than i let on. Everyone has been so good to me. I can't say where i would be if i didn't have some of your help. I will leave with a very heavy heart.

In an hour I will be without a computer again. I'll probably only be in California for a few more weeks also. So, if you would like to hang out before I leave the mainland, calling me will be your best chance of getting a hold of me. I'll miss you all dearly. the last four years were really great. Its pretty hard to deal with it all coming to some ( Read more... )

I stood in an unfamiliar bathroom with a running sink, the sound of which made my ears ring. Next to me was a girl, I fear, I knew very little about. Though this did not seem to stop her from knowing much of myself and standing in a familiar manner. She playfully held up a mirror so that I could see what I was doing as I brushed my teeth. (Not ( Read more... )

"even the losers, get lucky some times."

Sometimes I feel like giving up, well, a lot of times I feel that way. But it feels so much better when I take note, and realize I do not have to feel that way ( Read more... )

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did i do something wrong? where did everyone go?

happy fourth everybody ( Read more... )

just to set the records straight, i do not believe there is a God. the idea of god plays on mankind's fear of dying. he is a bed time story made up to make us eat our vegetables. pretty much everything our country is founded on is made up. i mean, yeah, the federal reserve exists, but its less federal and more a private business the government ( Read more... )