157 resumes, 2 interviews for entry level positions, 0 jobs.
apparently, I am unemployable.

"Autonomy means direct action, not waiting for requests to pass through the 'established channels' only to bog down in paperwork and endless negotiations. Establish your own channels. If you want hungry people to eat, don't just give money to some high-handed charity bureaucracy; find out where food is going to waste, collect it, and feed them. If ( Read more... )

i'm almost awake.

"Something hit me very hard once, thinking about what one little man could do. Think of the Queen Mary - the whole ship goes by and then comes the rudder. And there's a tiny thing at the edge of the rudder called a trimtab ( Read more... )

well, i suppose life has a different course for me. maybe its trying to tell me not to get another office job. if i can survive, perhaps it is time to pursue new ventures. i want to be mad about it, i want to call in my claim to bad luck, but whats the point. time to find something new.

five days ago i read a book called "the easy way to stop smoking ( Read more... )

dear universe,
what the fuck? man, i thought we were cool. bit of a dick move on your part.

oh well.

maybe i was wrong.

and maybe i am just crazy.

i've never felt so alone.

time to do something about it.

i'm not doing great.