I haven't done this in a while. summer was ok... I hung out with ryan whenever he visited and went to school and worked the rest of the time. I also hung out with Katie and molls a lot more and got ripped frequently. Mr. Chris Marquez moved in near us so that's cool and he's currently dating Molli so it's slightly ackward when we go over there and ( Read more... )

I've felt like shit the last few days.... Ryan left and if I try to talk to him he acts like he doesn't want to talk to me.... He yelled at me and called me a bitch and shit and I don't know why he's bein an asshole all of a sudden. I feel like if he pisses me off and I act mad he won't ever see me and I miss him so much.... ugh... I've been so ( Read more... )

Ryan and Brad left yesterday. . . it sucks. I have to go to driver's ed tomorrow and then work on Sunday. I don't think I'll see them till the Faint... if then. I'm dying my hair this weekend... probably tomorrow. Everytime Brad leaves I realize how much I miss him. I wanted Ryan to be happy and I know he's gonna be so I shouldn't be sad but I am ( Read more... )

today sucks... i have biology, english, and precal tests today and i think i'm gonna fail biology... my mom said if i ever want to drive i have to be nice to molli... grrr. i wouldn't have a problem bein nice to her if she didn't lie to me constantly... she shouldn't worry about me bein mad at her because i don't trust her anymore and that's worse ( Read more... )

Last night was interesting. I went to drop my application off at the mall with Ryan and then went to his house... *sigh* where I was just upset and couldn't tell him why and he got mad cuz I wouldn't tell him... when he dropped me off(he had to go rock climbing), Jessica, Katie, and Molli pulled up (kick ass timing) and I went with them to Cindy's ( Read more... )

Last night I went to hang out with Ryan for while and then his mom told him to take me home at like 10:45 (my curfew's 10 lol). Molli wants to go to the movie night thing with Brant on Thursday... I didn't really wanna go becasue those aren't ususally that great and it's just I-Robot. We were supposed to go to dinner with Dad and Jackie on Thursday ( Read more... )

This weekend was good... On friday I got my ring, which got alot of ridicule but I think it's hot. We went to Greenwood to get Chris, watched Wonder Showzen, and we to downtown so Brad could get some pictures (random homeless guy...). I spent the night with Ryan because I didn't have to go to my dad's. ...Saturday I went to lunch with my dad, ( Read more... )

I am so bored... Last night I hung out with Molli and then with Ryan... we went to Rocks and Ropes so he could get gear and shit. I got all upset for no reason... well I don't know if it was really serious or if I was over-reacting... anyway it sucks. Ring ceremony today... had to dress up and my hairs f.u.b.a.r.'d... Jared's taken us home then I ( Read more... )

...Dan and Mitch saw us at lunch yesterday. Ryan came to pick me up from school but then he just picked me up later. Katie came over last night but I missed her. uhhh... that's it.

So last night we went to Smith House again and Sarah started hyperventilating before we even got inside. It wasn't scary at all in the light... I felt like a dork. Sarah kept screamin so they thought people would come up there but that didn't happen. Ryan put his label (ECC) everywhere and then Sarah did a penis on the wall...yeah.

Molli had a ( Read more... )