i hate that im doing this, but for some reason i cant help it. im doing everything possible to push you away...im saying all the wrong things, doing all the wrong things, and acting in ways that you know i would never regularly act...i think id rather you hate me then me have to see you with her. i think id rather go blind then have to see you two
earlier today i decided to fight. alexis was right, this has caused me t0o much pain and t0o many tears for me t0o give up this easliy. this was something i thought would be worth fighting for...but now i think im wrong...i might as well give up.
s0o why do the g0od guys always go for the wrong girls...the girls that cheat, and treat them like shit, and lie and are mean...i feel bad for some of my guy friends...well most of them actually