sometimes i feel so stuck. i dont know what to do; i dont know what to say; i dont know how to comfort; i dont know how to help. i just cant seem to get things right. right now im just in a rut with things. i cant seem to push myself to do things. i feel like relationships are crumbling around me. im sorry for my infrequent boring updates.

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heather needs to call my room. ive gotta talk to her. stat.

ok so heres a long-awaited update ( Read more... )

will someone please make me an icon that says "you know you're a true love heartbreaker" and then flashes to this pic with the word "foxy" on it?


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If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.

Then post this on your journal to see what people remember about you.

today im realizing how much i truly value my friends. i mean its so easy to just give up having anyone in your life ( Read more... )

ok so after reading heathers journal entry about being a vegetarian and thinking of how my family likes to taunt me, i decided to share my favorite time that i was teased by my family ( Read more... )

ok so the other day i realized that i am incredibly jealous of my sister. what made me start thinking this was the fact that she can pick up any instrument and just play it well (guitar included, seriously you guys should hear her). and then i realized that she got all the other good aspects of life. you know, pretty, skinny, smart, fun, creative, ( Read more... )

hey guys i just wanted to say hi from disney world. im having a blast. this morning i spent few hours laying by the pool tanning. jealous? im at disney quest.there was a machine to make a song and i made a song earlier today that was called "my dog gets more action than i do" and it was a rock song and had emo lyrics. it was so fun. ok i have to go

right now im really down. i just finished reading journals, and i have to say i feel pretty bad. i mean all of this talk about our futures is really scaring me. with all the uncertainty i have to face in the next few years freaking me out, i want to say that i would rather stay in high school, but i dont necessairly know if thats true. i've also ( Read more... )

ok so its like 8:53am, and i have just discovered that, after just about 2 1/2 hours of sleep on her part, heather is very sensitive to the crumple of a chip bag. a lot of times when i go to get a chip, she stirs of sits up and gives me a look. oh and i dont know where this thought is coming from, but i really want to go back to the renaissance ( Read more... )