today wa sthe worst day ever ( Read more... )

i had the most beautifull half dream this morening or maybe it was wishfull thinking. i herd someone walking around and i dreamed that it was james getting ready for work, and i was waiting for him to kiss me goodbye like he did everymorning but it never came an di relized that that part of my life was over. i couldnt stay asleep after that.

this is me.
this is me without you.
this is me before you.
you just never knew.
because you never knew me
without you.

i think i might try and go cry myself to sleep seeing as how im not drunk.

this is goign to be one of those night when i sit on secondelife all night caus ei have nothing to drink.

dude who knew i would get kicked out of a bar? its a good thing i got drunk before though. shit fuck. whatever. im sure if you give a shit about me you know why i would do something so stupid like go to a bar.

I love those few seconds when you wake up in the morning and you dont remember anything.

I just sat in the shower for two hours.

I seriously think that Episode III was a life changing experience.

"What the fuck! how did that kid even get my number?"

I saw Mars Volta on sunday at The State Theatre. I kinda wished I could go to the Indapendents show at the local I'm kinda sad I missed that but I had fun with James. where supposed to go see Modest Mouse soon and we already have our tickets for Episode III. Im geeked thers so much going on. Working at payless is awsome I get paid to stand around ( Read more... )

You have 30 days to propose to me!