I love her.... I finally found someone thats good for me.... and she isn't afraid to show what she feels, and niether am I.... No more bullshit.... no more games... no more hiding... no more hurting.... pure heart... thats what she has.... and I am thankful that she shares it with me.... my hearts been beaten... but whats left I share with her.... ( Read more... )

ok so I was told to update this shit..... I barely use this, and really I don't like to for some reason.... I think cuz everytime I do start one of these I end up wanting to start another because I don't want to be reminded of the shit thats happened to me while I've had this..... it proves to me that life is full of upa and downs.... but LJ is ( Read more... )

ok so it's been a while.....and what? anyways.... this weekend was pride... and of course drama had to evolve from it.... I was just supposed to go Sat. wich I did.... and that wasn't that bad, but Sun. I was supposed to go to Nics and hang out with her... I guess I wasn't paying attention to our conversation the night prior when I had a migrain ( Read more... )

ok so things have calmed down.... I am not trying to just concentrate on one thing.... I went out and made some new friends last night that was pretty awesome..... ended up sleeping in san diego, and getting up early and driving straight to work...its wierd I got to bed at like 3 or 4 and was up at 8 and I am not all that tired.... it was kinda ( Read more... )

so i went to hang out with my friends tonight after a hectic day... i wanted to get tatteed and was damn near it... but they were close to closing and I told him i didn't want it rushed.... I really need that needle right now.... but any ways I went to drop my friend off and we were sitting in my car and a cop came over and said it was called in ( Read more... )

to say the least this weekend wasn't what I was hoping it was gonna be.... Fri. night was cool....then it just went down hill from there..... it was kinda wierd not seeing Nic this weekend and knowing she was in SD.... I've pretty much seen her every weekend since we met... maybe it's not such a good thing...... I guesss I come to expect things ( Read more... )

ok i tried to do this earlier but it didn't work.... so lets go again... fri. night at first look as if it was gonna be lame, but picked back up hung out with friends got coffee and went home about 12am.... sat. I got up, packed, got ready, went to work, got off at two, drove to my dads, painted a little showered and headed down to downtown disney ( Read more... )

ok so I told a certain someone I would update this thing......... I am pretty sure she is the only one that reads it anyways hahaha..... well I guess it's been a while.... the last one I think I did was in nov. or dec. so yah.... I have been having a lot of fun, and time is speeding by.... it seems like the weekend comes so quickly.... but that's ( Read more... )

Ok I am at my grandmas house... I am full of food and tired... anticipating a phone call from Nic... she's at the movies right now with her family... I can't wait... I saw her for a little while today but no where near long enough... so the only way to remedy that is to go back and see her again tonight hehehe..... I like hanging out with her it's ( Read more... )

As I watch a wave break against the shore ( Read more... )