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[heart_andbullet]

This is the part where homesickness comes in.  I'm away from J, from Nikki, from my parents, and for the most part, Ed.  While minor_evidence et al were at that impromptu festival, I locked myself away and worked on this.  I'm sorry I can't be "on" all the time.

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[saraannesidle]

Yes.

[vexandsiloence]

You know something ... this is really beautiful and you have such a great way of writing and singing the heartache and trust me, a lot of my bitchiness tonight is coming from a place of being tired of the world more than anything else.

But, you've got a great guy right now. He's fantastic. And he isn't cheating on anyone to be with you and from everything you've talked about, he worships you.

Not saying it's one or the other. I know it's not. But all I could do when I listened to this was wonder about him, honestly.

[heart_andbullet]

It's not as black and white as I keep trying to make it. I talk to Nikki every day, but it's never for very long because as it is, he's giving up time he could be sleeping in order to do it and he barely has the time to do that much.

[vexandsiloence]

I know it's not easy, but it's also the life you guys have signed on for. If you keep at it, it'll work out. At least you're with someone who understands what you're going through. He's got to tour to eat, got to get out there. It isn't like you're living in completely separate worlds.

[heart_andbullet]

Right, no. I know.

[greeneyedspy]

Say the word and you know we could be there.