seriously Im so emotional lately.
I dont think its the break up...although it might slightly affect my moods
I started taking birth control about a week ago.
im sitting here watching DrWho and seriously bursting into tears every few moments
some of these arent even sad episodes but here i am crying like a little baby.
fml.

i really missed the Drazba Christmas this year.
I went to the Drazba Christmas for the last 7 years
I forgot how much Christmas eve at my house blows.

My last drunken rant from Sept is still exactly how I feel, with a few exceptions ( Read more... )

so you're telling me that my life is a series of shit i dont want to do but have to ( Read more... )

ive probably written about this already but fuck it noone reads this ( Read more... )

after 7+ years I finally did it ( Read more... )

i fuckin' hate my birthday ( Read more... )

im at a fork in the road ( Read more... )

"Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends"

OMFG! I'm so tired of fighting with this kid all the goddam time ( Read more... )