In my almost 21 years of existance, I've learned that life is one big continuous string of disapointment - No Easter Bunny, no Santa Clause, fuck it even no true meaning of love. It's all a bunch of bullshit that we believe because society and hallmark say we have to. Deception is the key to happiness in life. The more we elude our actual feelings ( Read more... )

School started again today. Back at the NSCC. It's a 2 year school and this is year number three for me, I'm turning this bad larry into a fucking four year university. Not so good times. I remember how stressed out I get from school and how miserable it makes me ( Read more... )

I'm never happy anymore.

Tour was sweet. I love not being here and having to not worry about anything else except driving and playing music. I have a ton of stories, but I'm too lazy to type them now ( Read more... )

Anola's Recovery leaves for tour June 8th. I'm so fucking happy that I get to leave this plagued state for a couple weeks. ANDDDD...I know all of you fucks will miss the added Brian O spice in your life. But I'm poor and hopefully we won't run out of gas in some obscure area of a state in the fucking boondocks. I'll be heated. Overall should be a ( Read more... )

Dead.

So it's the season of summer and I basically hate any temperature over 80 or less than 65. I suppose that's a pretty reasonable rumber range, but normally it's either hotter than hell or colder than an Eskimo's box. Whatev, it's New England, and the weather will never come close to predictable ( Read more... )

So I never update this ( Read more... )

I've been listening to Sage Francis alot. Here are the lyrics to my favorite song from him ( Read more... )

School ends May 13th.
I go to Disney World with my family/Darren May 14th.
I haven't done anything of importance lately.
School is a pain in the ass and I haven't done any work since spring break.
I got a haircut, but now it grew back again.
Anola c.d. is basically finished!