I wasted my time loving you.

If you committed to me and were kind to me, I would have liked to be the one to kiss away your fears, your pain and your trauma from the ( Read more... )

I was always banging my head against a wall explaining feelings. I don't think you cared about mine or losing me. You weren't invested in building a longterm and loving commitment and future with me.

Who cares if we were poor for awhile? Who cares if we needed to rent for awhile before acquiring a house? Our child still would have had everything they needed if we embarked upon that. We could have made it work. You can build a house together from the bottom up. The house doesn't need to already be there from the jump. Why hold your life and love ( Read more... )

I would have loved to have you have me and have committed to me. When you said, 'you're a stunning woman and of course I would love to be with you. I just don't want to regret it.' I didn't want you to regret it either. My heart tore in so many pieces. I wish you didn't just walk away from me off the jump. I wish I had the chance to be happy with ( Read more... )

You put me through so much pain and you haven't wanted to talk to me about it or through it in the past. I feel exhausted trying to explain myself and why you hurt me. I wanted to know that you regretted it but I am not sure you ever truly did. You knew the things that you should say to me and you didn't. You knew the way you should treat me and ( Read more... )

Why were you willing to throw our love and connection away? Why were you willing and able to sabotage it over and over again?

Why couldn't you have done better with our love? Why couldn't you have went to the ends of the earth for me? Why couldn't you have been with me since day one? Why could't ( Read more... )

If I ever look through the past, I'm always confounded and confused. If you had just pulled closer to me from the beginning and were there for me emotionally. If you had wanted to work things and be by my side. You only remember you want to be by my side when I was gone and away from you. When I am there for you, you put me down and drive me away. ( Read more... )

https://www.facebook.com/share/r/17wD6oRBVz/?mibextid=UalRPS