Maybe try to say a lot and not something generic for your own peace?

You can escape my meaning. You can choose a younger woman that doesn't have trauma like I have. You can run from the trauma of our past. You can run away from the way that you treated me. You won't need to remember me or what could have been. You didn't have to feel pressured to reproduce from a woman at the end of her fertility. You don't need to ( Read more... )

You just don't know what it would have been like to have me be the woman to feel secure from you and receive from you. Meeting me should have stopped time for you. I should have been more than enough.

Why couldn't you have been different? Why couldn't you have committed to be from the get-go? Why couldn't you have been happier instead of always looking for the dark side of things? Why couldn't you always love me and fight to work on things with me and never give up? Why couldn't you have courted me and spent money on me and treated me like a ( Read more... )

Maybe try to say more?!

A 30 second message with no content is not going to mean anything. You are always surface level. Even though, nothing you can say or do will change things now.

I doubt you'll ever see this. If you do, I don't mean to make you feel worse but I'm scared of you. You've hurt me so much and I don't want to be hurt anymore. I hope that you understand that. When you keep touching the hot oven d you realize the oven will always burn you, you learn not to touch it. Forgiveness is a complicated thing. I'm not sure ( Read more... )

I wish you could have protected me from day one. Protected me from being hurt.
Protected my love, protected my body, protected me from hurting myself trying to forget about you.

I needed your love from the beginning. I needed you to fight for us and respect me and stay by my side. I needed a positive relationship with you. I needed to receive those things. Instead, I made poor choices to try to forget about you that ruined me more. I felt like if you had been by my side from day one those things wouldn't have happened to ( Read more... )

https://www.facebook.com/share/r/MZdTWjs51ewPBSg7/?mibextid=UalRPS The fact that I couldn't open up to you and have you comfort me or adjust behavior or care about being with me or making me happy meant that you wanted to abuse me. You wanted to ( Read more... )