Well i called kathleen today. She seemed happy to talk to me. I was kinda happy to talk to her too. I missed her voice. But from the way things went i can tell we are going to just be friends from here on out. Im going to be the one she comes running too for comfort when other guys treat her like shit. I dont want to be that guy. But truthfully? ( Read more... )

I dont understand why, when im upset i let it consume me. Or why i cant seem to get away from it. Maybe i subconsciously dont want to. Who knows. Today was ok until i got home. My boss wasnt at work, so things were nice and relaxed. I got to watch an hour or so of Halloween. Its pretty good. After work i went to my friends allisons and troys house ( Read more... )

Well I woke up this morning about 9:30. I have an inspection at some point today so i need to be up and ready. I didnt sleep well last night though. I spent half the night not knowing what to do with myself, and the other half just staring at the eclipse. About 5 am or so the eclipse was pretty awesome. I miss Kathleen. I guess it kind of hit me ( Read more... )

Well me and Kathleen broke up a few minutes ago. I dont really know how to react so i figured i would just write. I was afraid of this from day one. I knew we were moving too fast too soon. Not that we were doing anything other new couples dont do, but she just got out of a relationship. And a bad one at that. It just sucks hardcore. I meet this ( Read more... )

Ok so. Its now 2 12 am on the 15. My birthday was yesterday. I am 23 years old lol. I got some cool clothes, a knife for my collection, a dean koontz book, some cologne, 200 bucks, and a cool ramones bracelet. The food was great too. My dad is a master on the grill. Oh and i got a coffee grinder from bob. I totally made coffee at 1 am just so i ( Read more... )

By this i mean my chicken sandwich from mickey d's. Apparently when they try to grill instead of fry, they suck. Well my date went well last night i believe. I had fun, lets just hope she did too lol. The band was pretty cool and the food was pretty decent. We went back to her place and watched Princess Bride. We could both quote the entire movie. ( Read more... )

I dont know whats going on with me the past few days. I feel like an old man. Im getting tired at like 10 and waking up at 6. That would be fine except for the fact that i always work past 10 and im 22, not 82 :P. Its gotta be cause of my lack of caffeine. I hope my body will adjust to it soon. If i could do like a 1-9 instead of a 10-6 that would ( Read more... )

Im applying to UNA again today lol. Lets hope that everything goes according to plan this time. Im actually looking forward to it. Im going out with that girl i met at my sisters party. Well i met her like a year ago at my friend Erica's party. Its weird cuz of the whole bf thing, but im just not going to worry about him. We are going to listen to ( Read more... )

Yeah, dont drink a rumba juice followed soon after by 2-3 beers. Not cool. Its like that weird light headed thing from being drunk with the intense jitters of an energy drink. Besides that, it was a good night. My caffeine addiction is slowly getting better. The energy drink didnt help, but it was my sisters bday. I needed energy lol. It was great ( Read more... )

My life is going ok right now. I have a job (if you want to call tearing tickets a job lol), im going back to school, and im just having more fun with life. The only thing i dont like is my weight. I need to be back to the shape i was in at one point in my life. This has been bugging me for a while and i finally decided to do something about it. Im ( Read more... )