Been a long time...

[ophelia99]

years even.. like two since I last posted but more than that since I really kept this thing up to date with my daily thoughts and feelings. I think I might start coming here again more often though.. just to let out those private things that need out.. purge everything out of those dark and dusty corners that have been overlooked for so long. I'm

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[sdx]

Reading entries from the past can be really awkward. We grow on so many levels that we don't even consciously realize.

LJ is so neglected by everybody (facebook killed the lj star), but in a way, maybe that means that LJ can be used more what it was meant for. Remember the days of meeting everyone off LJ and then you just couldn't post totally uninhibited.

Hope all is well and that you're staying warm.
-carlito

[ophelia99]

hello Carlito! It is so strange reading past entries isn't it? Sometimes I can't believe I said or thought those things but most of the time I feel a slight tinge of missing the person I used to be. Not that I'm not happy with who I am now.. just not as much time to contemplate on things. Hope you are well and keeping Austin "weird" lol. I know that is so cliche. I was thinking the other day that Austin is weird like a hot guy trying to pretend to be ugly or nerdy, while Syracuse is weird like a strange guy pushing a life size doll in a wheelchair down the street dressed in drag. Seriously, I saw that one day here. Creepy. lol.

[great_dame]

I wondered if you would like trying to be friends. I'm looking for new people to read about on occasion.

[ophelia99]

I added you as a friend.. thank you. :)

[brainwavy]

hey babe, glad to see you poking around. send me some pics of your bambino sometime would you? and if you ever need to talk about the old days you know i'm around for that ;)

xoxo,
j

[ophelia99]

Hey love. the old days.. lol. I try not to dwell in the past but I definitely am a personality that looks back and sees everything with a romantic notion. How are you? Things good? Still in NYC?