i am so lame. seriously. UGH! its so ridiculous that i'm still awake, and even more ridiculous why i'm still up. i have work tomorrow and i'm already exhausted from not sleeping well. i think i'm going to have to start taking 2 pills at night instead of one. oh bother. i wonder who i'm working with tomorrow. i just hope that i'll be a back up ( Read more... )

did i ever write about the little excursion matty and i had a few weeks ago?? oh man, this is delayed ( Read more... )

holy crap. i was up late last night. eww ( Read more... )

pictures for Sarah Jane, because i know she loves seeing pictures of me so she has inspiration for dreams.  haha. one word, sarah my love, HOTEL!!  i miss talking to you until late hours of the night. stop going to school so i can talk to you more, ok??  but until then, i have pictures for you!


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Step 1: Open whatever MP3 player you use ( Read more... )

holy crap. i sound really funny. my nose is still all.... blah. and no matter how much medicine i take, i cant get rid of this dumb headache. at least its not a really bad one ( Read more... )

if you find yourself here on my side of town, i pray that you'd come to my door and talk to me like you dont know what we ever fought about, cuz i dont remember anymore.  i just know that he warms my heart and knows what all my imperfections are. and she says that i am the brightest little firefly in her jar.

being sick is great fun, i tell you.  i ( Read more... )

funny how things turn to shit so quickly ( Read more... )

i fucking hate you right now, steven.

yeah, thats right, i DID pick Eric over you.  and either way would have been a shitty decision aparently.  and who was it that picked julie over me a year ago? oh yeah, that was you, wasnt it?  you felt "obligated" right?

and wasnt it you who bitched and moaned for 2 fucking months WHILE I WAS DATING ERIC and ( Read more... )