i cant tell if my allergies are acting up or if i'm getting sick. i really really hope that its just my allergies. i cant afford or stand to be sick again ( Read more... )

another friend gone. *sigh* peggy and i ventured to olde north for breakfast, and then i had to work. boo. i came home and passed out on my bed. the sucky thing is i work 8 hours tomorrow. i think i might shoot myself.

i wish i wasnt allergic to everything.

i hate how i'm constantly thinking about this. i wish i was there.
fuck.

its almost 1 am. i am heavily sedated right now from taking my sleeping pills ( Read more... )

the night definatly ended in dissapointment, and thats all i'm going to say about that, because i'm slightly pissed ( Read more... )

dont get your hopes up, jessica. dont get your hopes up, jessica.

but my hopes are so high right now. i've been waiting and wanting this for months now.

i'm probobly going to just end up disapointed at the end of the night.

everyone's either left or leaving in the next few days for school. i hate you all. i miss everyone already. maybe i'm pathetic, but i'm seriously getting depressed over this. everything's changing, maybe its all just anxiety. but i'm scared silly. i wont be going to school every day to see the same friends i've known for the past 4 years, ( Read more... )

this song is quite beautiful. speaking of beautiful, sarah jane davis, i miss you. where were you last night and where are you now??? i'm distressed over this ( Read more... )

this is dedicated to my new anonymous poster.

yes, the baby is due sometime in feb.

enjoy the pictures!


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so, the rest of my day is full of joy ( Read more... )

This post is for my anonymous poster.  i thought i'd make things easier so you wouldnt have to think of what i look like in a short skirt (because i'm sure thinking is hard for you, and actual intelligent thoughts from your head are far and few between) and that i'd just take a picture JUST FOR YOU so you can actually SEE what i look like in a ( Read more... )