...being in love is silly. but its ok, i think. i think its ok. and i'm nowhere near as scared as i normally would be, which is good. hmm. interesting.

Oh, jeez. I feel HORRIBLE. Seriously. I think this might be what dying feels like. Being both physically AND emotionally ill is something no one should eer have to endure. Blah.

one of many reasons i cannot stop myself from falling is the little things that are said, understood, shared, or passed along. this is an example. but it doesn't even begin to cover the vast expanses of beauty that i've found myself in since this all... began.

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be IT ( Read more... )

As I was walking out of VBPC this evening, a random sex & the city quote popped into my head. Its the one where Carrie is talking about feeling lonely & she says "the loneliness is palpable." I thought about this for a few moments & considere how much I had related to that statement for so long, & I realized something that almost shocked me: I do ( Read more... )

By my side ( Read more... )

I've been filled to the brim with gigantic emotions, and they all just spilled out of my eyes. and i needed that. and.. i don't know i'm still in that post crying haze, so i can't explain this very well, but i realized what a big thing it is to love someone completely & unconditionally with every ounce of your self. and even if i don't know ( Read more... )

I'm sick of seeing you cry ( Read more... )

You don’t get to call me a whore. When I met you, I thought I found the person I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys, and all the bars, and all the obvious daddy issues--who cared? Because I was done. You left me. You chose Addison. I’m all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to ( Read more... )

?? Which Season Are You ??


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i love my friends. and i probably don't tell them enough.
so...
Dear Liv, Ang, Jax, Mandar, Lexa, Memsie, & Mandy Moo,
you're what keeps me going.
thank you all for everything.
you're the best things in my life.
i love you more than anything in this world.

hugs and kisses.
tiffany.